I haven't posted on here in a while and I thought this evening would be a good time to bring some thoughts to life.
Since my last entry, I have had many changes in my life. I thought change was good. But perhaps it isn't. I won't go into what changes have occured as I would rather certain points are not shared with all. However, I feel that sometimes people can be pushed into change and in some ways I feel I was. I don't mind, as I know positivity will come from it in the end, however I can't help but think change isn't always about choice.
As you should all know me, you will know that I am a positive person and I take things as they come. But this year has been one of the toughest of my life so far. Throughout all of it, I have remained positive and therefore over came the bad times. I try to put my positivity onto those around me in the hope that they will get past the negative times in their life. I hate to be so sombre, but it is just a thought.
In the next 8 months I will work towards finishing my degree and will then go onto a teaching course and after that I will be teaching naughty Secondary School pupils Drama. I have always loved performing from a young age and I know I will continue to love it.
I didn't realise that loving The Arts meant that your life had to include real drama. It seems the last year or so has actually been drama. Eastenders writers would be falling over themselves to get my life on their Soap. I have thought about writing a play about the last year and submitting it as my Dissertation. Who would watch my Dramatic life from the last year performed on stage? I'm not sure if I would, but real life has, and always will be, my ideal. I watched Big Brother ever Summer for 10 years for goodness sakes!
I think change needs to be seriosuly thought over before the final decision is made. Soemtimes people, including me, jump to change without thinking. The results can differ, but I believe change is never good.
I hope you guys won't aviod change because you are scared of the outcomes. Give change a try as long as you can go back if things don't work out.
I will write more often. I love you guys too much to leave it that long.
Adios Amigos.
Tuesday, 5 October 2010
Thursday, 26 August 2010
The First Of Many...
Good Evening Ladies and Gentlemen,
Welcome to my blog. It's nothing special. But I would like to think that someone, somewhere will gain something from this. Even if a person far far away fings me with a random search of "Thoughts" on Google in the Blog section would make me happy. It doesn't take much to make me happy. I am sure you will learn this is the next few posts.
My non-blood sister and collegue Amy-Louise Taylor has been writing a wee blog for the last few months and when I read her most recent one the other day, I felt a bit funny. She was talking about this dream she has when something major comes up in her life. The dream was about an elevator. When I read it, I thought "Haha, good ol' Amy. She makes me chuckle". But although Amy is only 17/18 - she is one of the most sensible and rational people I know. I haven't had the chance yet, but I am sure we could have a conversation for hours on end. I imagine she could entertain me with words. Not like a poet does, or even a TV Presenter. Knowledge is the key to Amy. So this first Blog is kind of dedicated to her - for making me open my eyes that little bit more and making me think about life in many different ways.
So here it is. The topic of tonights Post:
Just now, while I was listening to Cheryl Lynn's 'Got To Be Real' (the song that makes the Marks & Spencers Advert what it is today), I was thinking to myself about waking up early. When I have to be at work for 7am, I think about it all of the evening before, whilst I fall asleep and when I wake up in the morning, my head doesn't want to move and my eyes do not want to open. But it's funny. I moan all the time about having to get up early and working loads of hours in a single week. Isn't that life? My sisters, who both work in Central London, tell me to wait for when I get a full time, 40 hour a week job. They tell me to enjoy education while I still can and "if we had the chance to go back, we would!".
As you may or may not know, I want to be a teacher of Drama to Secondary School students. What if my job isn't local? What if I have to be up at 5:30am 5 days a week? Will I be able to handle it? I would have to. What is life without money? I was speaking to a good friend of mine last night and he said that he is happy with what he has. But he would be happier if he could have a new car, a house and tons of everything. But he can't have all of that, because his bank account does not read $1,000,000. I'm sorry Matt- but it doesn't. That saying "Money makes the world go round" is sadly true. Wouldn't it just be easier if everyone could have anything all for free? No it wouldn't - because there would be more crime than ever before.
Just to lift the mood - Big Brother is ending soon. Although it has been a part of my for the last 10 years of my life - everything good must come to an end at some point or another. It's sad. If I could, I would buy the programme and carry it on forever - even if I only had 3 viewers a night. It's real - unlike some people in todays society.
I must keep this one short. I don't want to scare any of you little pickles away now!
Elephant Juice.
x
Cheryl Lynn: Got To Be Real (Check It)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EoXvDleWJ5U
Welcome to my blog. It's nothing special. But I would like to think that someone, somewhere will gain something from this. Even if a person far far away fings me with a random search of "Thoughts" on Google in the Blog section would make me happy. It doesn't take much to make me happy. I am sure you will learn this is the next few posts.
My non-blood sister and collegue Amy-Louise Taylor has been writing a wee blog for the last few months and when I read her most recent one the other day, I felt a bit funny. She was talking about this dream she has when something major comes up in her life. The dream was about an elevator. When I read it, I thought "Haha, good ol' Amy. She makes me chuckle". But although Amy is only 17/18 - she is one of the most sensible and rational people I know. I haven't had the chance yet, but I am sure we could have a conversation for hours on end. I imagine she could entertain me with words. Not like a poet does, or even a TV Presenter. Knowledge is the key to Amy. So this first Blog is kind of dedicated to her - for making me open my eyes that little bit more and making me think about life in many different ways.
So here it is. The topic of tonights Post:
Early Starts
(Because We All Have Them !)
Just now, while I was listening to Cheryl Lynn's 'Got To Be Real' (the song that makes the Marks & Spencers Advert what it is today), I was thinking to myself about waking up early. When I have to be at work for 7am, I think about it all of the evening before, whilst I fall asleep and when I wake up in the morning, my head doesn't want to move and my eyes do not want to open. But it's funny. I moan all the time about having to get up early and working loads of hours in a single week. Isn't that life? My sisters, who both work in Central London, tell me to wait for when I get a full time, 40 hour a week job. They tell me to enjoy education while I still can and "if we had the chance to go back, we would!".
As you may or may not know, I want to be a teacher of Drama to Secondary School students. What if my job isn't local? What if I have to be up at 5:30am 5 days a week? Will I be able to handle it? I would have to. What is life without money? I was speaking to a good friend of mine last night and he said that he is happy with what he has. But he would be happier if he could have a new car, a house and tons of everything. But he can't have all of that, because his bank account does not read $1,000,000. I'm sorry Matt- but it doesn't. That saying "Money makes the world go round" is sadly true. Wouldn't it just be easier if everyone could have anything all for free? No it wouldn't - because there would be more crime than ever before.
Just to lift the mood - Big Brother is ending soon. Although it has been a part of my for the last 10 years of my life - everything good must come to an end at some point or another. It's sad. If I could, I would buy the programme and carry it on forever - even if I only had 3 viewers a night. It's real - unlike some people in todays society.
I must keep this one short. I don't want to scare any of you little pickles away now!
Elephant Juice.
x
Cheryl Lynn: Got To Be Real (Check It)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EoXvDleWJ5U
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