I haven't posted on here in a while and I thought this evening would be a good time to bring some thoughts to life.
Since my last entry, I have had many changes in my life. I thought change was good. But perhaps it isn't. I won't go into what changes have occured as I would rather certain points are not shared with all. However, I feel that sometimes people can be pushed into change and in some ways I feel I was. I don't mind, as I know positivity will come from it in the end, however I can't help but think change isn't always about choice.
As you should all know me, you will know that I am a positive person and I take things as they come. But this year has been one of the toughest of my life so far. Throughout all of it, I have remained positive and therefore over came the bad times. I try to put my positivity onto those around me in the hope that they will get past the negative times in their life. I hate to be so sombre, but it is just a thought.
In the next 8 months I will work towards finishing my degree and will then go onto a teaching course and after that I will be teaching naughty Secondary School pupils Drama. I have always loved performing from a young age and I know I will continue to love it.
I didn't realise that loving The Arts meant that your life had to include real drama. It seems the last year or so has actually been drama. Eastenders writers would be falling over themselves to get my life on their Soap. I have thought about writing a play about the last year and submitting it as my Dissertation. Who would watch my Dramatic life from the last year performed on stage? I'm not sure if I would, but real life has, and always will be, my ideal. I watched Big Brother ever Summer for 10 years for goodness sakes!
I think change needs to be seriosuly thought over before the final decision is made. Soemtimes people, including me, jump to change without thinking. The results can differ, but I believe change is never good.
I hope you guys won't aviod change because you are scared of the outcomes. Give change a try as long as you can go back if things don't work out.
I will write more often. I love you guys too much to leave it that long.
Adios Amigos.
